Changing Face in Poland: Skinhead Puts on Skullcap
Pawel used to be a neo-Nazi skinhead. The New York Times writes that Pawel grew up a baptized Catholic in Poland “in a bleak neighborhood of concrete tower blocks in Warsaw in the 1980s.” Pawel and his friends “reacted to the gnawing uniformity of socialism by embracing anti-Semitism. They shaved their heads, carried knives and greeted one another with the raised right arm gesture of the Nazi salute.” The New York Times quotes Pawel: “ ‘I hate to admit it, but we would beat up local Jewish and Arab kids and homeless people. . . . We believed that Poland should only be for Poles.’ ” Pawel, a 33-year-old former truck driver, is now an ultra-Orthodox Jew. After finding out that his grandparents were Jewish, and that his parents concealed their Jewish identity in an attempt to protect their family, Pawel was shaken. “ ‘Imagine, I was a neo-Nazi and heard this news? I couldn’t look in the mirror for weeks,’ ” Pawel told The New York Times. He spent weeks of “cloistered and tortured reflection but was finally overcome by a strong desire to become Jewish, even Orthodox.” Pawel, who also goes by his Hebrew name, Pinchas, described the transformation from neo-Nazi to ultra-Orthodox Jew as “arduous, akin to being reborn.” Pawel notes that now he is singled out and made fun of by antisemites who, using language akin to what Pawel used as a skinhead, tell him to “ ‘Get out and go back to your country’ or ‘Jew go home!’ ”
- Create two identity charts for Pawel—one for him in his youth, and one for him now. What are the similarities and differences between the two charts? How do you think the differences have shaped Pawel’s outlook?
- How does a person’s identity influence their beliefs and behavior? How did Pawel’s identity change after learning about his Jewish roots? In what way did Pawel’s new identity change his beliefs and behavior?
- When Pawel found out that his grandparents were Jewish, he says “ ‘I couldn’t look in the mirror for weeks.’ ” Why do you think Pawel couldn’t look in the mirror—couldn’t face himself?
- Pawel said “he had to stop hating Jews in order to become one.” What do you think that means? How do you think Pawel went about that?
- What are the other ways that Pawel could have reacted to learning about his family’s history?
- Finding out that he was Jewish was a turning point for Pawel. Have you ever had a turning point that changed your outlook on the world? What was it?
- Pawel said “ ‘I still struggle every day to discard my past ideas. . . . There is a lot to make up for.’ ” How do you think Pawel can make up for his past? What does it mean to “make up for” something you’ve done? Have you ever wanted to “make up for” something you did? How did you go about it?







